Saturday, September 30, 2006
So, I am so tired. I am tired of remodeling. Everything looks beautiful but isn't done yet. Jim is painting like crazy to try and get us in and I am just not feeling like I am helping very much. Our little one is sick and up at night. (found out today he has an ear infection) And so him and I are exhausted and when we get to our house to work he just hangs on me and cries. I feel so torn. I just want to sit at my parents house and hold him and yet feel so guilty for not helping Jim. To top that off we sold my car so I am driving my dads really big old one. (We call it a boat) And we are trying to find a van for me. Yes, we think we have decided to join the ranks of mini-van owners. So, please pray for thankfulness that I have wonderful parents that are allowing us to stay indefinatly and patience that yes everything will get done. Some days I wonder.